you shoot an arrow straight up and it doesn't come back down, you think God must be making a gentle joke, with some disapproval, and maybe you can have it back after you've finished (and have learned how to behave).

(is how i see it at three and one quarter hours.)

My very self you knew;
my bones were not hidden from you,
When I was being made in secret

Psalms 139:14, 15